it's all about her :)
- Story :)
- A kid who is afraid of making friends because letting go is the hardest thing she could ever imagined. It was those memories that had sustained her through the bitter war.
Monday, July 9, 2012
Conversation.
We used to talk. Awak ingat lagi masa kita baru nak kenal? Saya tanya awak, nak panggil nama awak apa. Awak kata "panggil je****" "berkat sikit :D" Hahahah. Lepas tu awak tanya "Ni nak panggil apa pula? Nama bukan main panjang" saya jawab "sukahati awaklah nak panggil apa" then, awak cakap "panggil anis lah! comel sikit :3". Yes. I miss our silly conversation. Now, we just a stranger. You know what? I keep stalking you. Everyday. But now, I have a little crush on you. Yes little. Dulu banyak. Sekarang sikit. Kenapa? Because you've change my feeling towards you.
Ex crushes.
Ehhh, PING PINGGGGGGG >,< Saja nak buat bising. Actually i've something to luahkan. Yeah. About my ex crushes. Jangan nak fikir lain. Kita ada 3 je. And now, i've a little feeling towards my crush. LITTLE. Saya nak cerita yang ex crush saya yang first. Lemme give you a clue. Dia hitam. K bye. Dulukaaaannnnn, not so dulu lah. Masa first year 2012 dalam Jan till March macam tu la, I had a feeling on him. Saya suka dia sebab style rambut dia. Sumpah tak tipu. Sebab style rambut dia JE. After he changed his hair style, saya dah tak suka dia. Seriously teruk perangai. And, masa saya ada crush on him tu kaaannnn, dia sombong. Saya yang selalu tegur dia. Itu pun kengkadang. Lepas tu, dalam pertengahan bulan March rasanya, saya dah tak suka dia....sebab rambut dia. Lepas je habis mid term examination ritu tak silap saya, senang-senang lepas cuti 2 minggu bulan 6 haritu, we started our school back. Lepas je pada tu, dia dengan saya langsung tak keep in touch! Dia sombong. Saya sombong. Memang dua-dua sombong nak mati lah kiranya. Dulu after dah tak ada feeling dekat dia, we still keep in touch. Even, bukan hari-hari bercakap, but still, ada juga tegur-menegur. Ada one day tu, tetiba je dia tegur saya. Dia waved his hand dekat saya. Saya pun macam "Apahal mamat ni?" Jadi saya pun okaylah, kesian. Saya pun balas lah balik waved dia tu. After that day je, he keeps talking with me. Dia tegur saya. Dia jadi lain ahhhhhh. Saya pun macam pelik. Sometimes, saya lari bila jumpa dia. Seriously. And day by day, dia caring gila pasal saya. Tanya saya itu, ini. Okay tutup cerita pasal first crush. Now cerita pasal second crush. Crush saya kali ni hensem. Saya suka dekat dia sebab dia caring. Bukan caring pasal saya. Caring pasal semua orang. But, crush saya yang sorang ni, saya stay crush on him only for 1 month tak silap saya sebab masa saya suka dia, dia tetiba couple dengan someone else. Tapi relex. Saya tak heartbroken pun. Yela. Baru je suka dia. Tapi saya dulu tunggu je bila dia nak add saya dekat FB. Saya tunggu saya okay. Tapi dia tak add pun. Tak apalah. Saya pun dah tak suka dia. Pastu dah lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa berhenti berharap, ada one day tu, saya buka FB, dia ada add. And, for the conclusion, KENAPA MASA AKU TAK SUKA KORANG, KORANG BARU RETI NAK KEEP IN TOUCH?! Well. Masa dah tak boleh diputarkan. Saya dah tak suka baru nak berbaik-baik dengan feeling saya. And, i'll never fall in love with you guys again. Sobs. Dah lah. Benci koranggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg~
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