Tadi.

Tadi. Pukul 9.30 cenggitu aku chat dengan crush aku. So who cares kan? Biarkan. Aku punya blog aku nak cerita. Masa tengah seronok chat dengan dia, boleh pulak internet buat hal. Okay. Mungkin benda biasa. But, annoyed tahu tak? Dah la sebulan tak dapat chat dengan dia. Masing masing busy dengan exam. Poyo je kan? Konon. Yeah, tapi tu lah kenyataan. Busy busy pun gred science kau dapat D jugak Arfahanis -.-. Bodoh bodoh je kan aku punya markah? Sakit hati. Dah la correction pun aku tak buat lagi. -.-.

June is coming .

June come backkkkkkk !. I don't think that I love this month. Becauseeee.. kawad kawad kawad. Come back -.- Yeah tu je pun nak post. Menagada kan tuan punya blog ni? SO who cares.

Finally. Grrrrrr. :3

Finally i can open my blog. Dah beberapa hari mencuba sign in. -.- Dem. Hell yeah, I've a lot of story want to post. Tapi, blog ni agak buat hal. So, dah lupa -.-. Okay lupakan. Biarkaaaaaannnnnnnnn. Khamis ni Marha ajak pergi Mid. Like usually, aku tak boleh join. Kenapa la dorang ni nak pergi masa aku busy? Its 2nd June. Seperti mana sediakala, village, here we comeeeeeee. Sedih tak dapat join. And this December can we plan it again? :( Can't wait nak main Laser Tag.

Kehh ,

Treat my idol is more better than treat my crush. Hell yeah, he always annoying. That's why I didn't like to greet him sometime

Forever Alone.

There is nothing to figure out. I'm, forever alone. Semua dah jelas. Tak payah nak terangkan. Capital D, you got him. Take care him for me. :)  

Truly.

Hard for me to admit I HATE YOU. Hard for me to admit I STILL LOVE YOU. I didn't knew why. I can't get rid of this. Truly I said, I don't want to be your crush anymore. I want the old me. An innocent kindergarten girl. I want it back. I don't want to broke my heart more. :'(

Yes. No.

You broke my heart doesn't means I hate you. Because....










































































I STILL LOVE YOU.

17/5/2011

         

                     



                                  PAIN 































my heart has been crushed by you again. t.t

Finally. I knew it.

Jangan nak tunggu benda yang tak mungkin terjadi. Jangan nak harapkan benda yang bukan-bukan. Jangan nak tunggu buah yang gugur. Apakebenda tah peribahasa tu. And, finally I knew the meaning. Regret waiting for you. It won't happen. I don't have someone to cheer me up like you. You have friend that always advocated you when you sad. Kita macam langit dengan bumi. Sekarang saya sedar siapa saya nak dibandingkan dengan awak.

Day 10 : 10 final words

1- I

2- Love
3- You

4- Please

5- Don't
6- Break
7- My
8- Heart
9- Anymore
10- ILOVYOUSOMUCHBUNCIT.

Day 9 : 10 ways to win your heart :')

1- He knows how to cheer me up.
2- Make me laughing everyday
3- Solat 5 waktu. Pentingggggg
4- He's not a romantic guy. But he care about me.
5- He's not a smoker.

6- Try to catch me when I fall down :')

7- Support me when I feel sad.
8- Cute

9- Erkk, pandai. And we can study together :')

10- Promise to me that he never break my heart and when he break my heart he come to me and said, that his fault. Hell yeah, MENEPATI JANJI.

11- He know how to play a guitar 

12-Lullaby me with his guitar and sing a song for me every night :')

Day 8 : 10 of your favourite songs

1- Grenade
2- All she knows
3- Yesterday xD
4- Talking to the moon
5- Runaway
6- Et
7- Again
8- One year later.
9- Hello 
10- Banmal song

Day 7 : 10 important people ;')

1- Abdul Halim bin Khalid :')
2- Arfah binti Ariffin :')
3- Arham Hafezze bin Abdul Halim :')
4- Arhaime Hamezze bin Abdul Halim :')
5- Arhaezze Halimi bin Abdul Halim :')
6- Arfahanim Noratezze binti Abdul Halim :')
7- Friends :')
8- Kakak kakak yang saya rapat :')
9- Other family members :')
10-Absolutely you :')

Day 6 : 10 things you can't live without :')

1- Tudungg :)
2- Jam
3-Solat :)
4- Spec mata. Penting.
5- Makan + minum
6- Hell yeah. Education.
7- School holidays xD
8- My parents. *tak independent lagi
9- Sibling, family, friends :)
10- Absolutely you :)

Day 5 : 10 wishes :')

1- Wish that I could be more mature.
2- Tinggi saya nak lebih tinggi :)

3- Change my manner and always help my parents. Okay, admit aku pemalas

4- Success in my life and make my parents happy.
5- Jadi orang yang berguna dan tak annoyed :')
6- Solat 5 waktu CUKUP! *in process -.-

7- Belajar jangan malas. -.-

8- Pelat "R"tuuuuuu -.-
9- I wish I could find you :)
10- I wish I would get you :)

:')

Please don't change my felling towards you. Let it stay with me forever. Let me keep my feeling towards you cause one day this feelings will unfold by itself. Or maybe this feeling will gone by itself too. I want to keep this felling till end of my life. Don't break my heart and I beg with you. I do not feel regret for saying I LOVE YOU :')




*my love wider than this earth. And it's hard to figure out because you are difference :)

Day 4 : 10 things you want to say to one person :')

1- Hey handsome !
2- Study elok elok.
3- Solat jaga okay?
4- Please don't break my heart .
5- Don't hurting my heart anymore.
6- Please, jangan nak control dia sangat boleh? -.-
7- Sumpah teringin nak jumpa.
8- I like you. :)
9- I want you. :)
10- I LOVE you. :')

Day 3 : 10 things you hate -.-

1- Copy cat fucker.

2- Enemies

3- I hate when I've crush :(

4- My teeth -.- Besar vevo

5- My skin. Dah gelap wuwuw :(

6- My height. Yeah, saya bersyukur actually :')

7- Rabun. WHY ?

8- Pelat "R" need to change it -.-

9- Orang orang kerek, boleh jalan.

10- Hell yeah, ROKOK .

coincidence?

This is call coincidence? Waitt, let me elucidate first. I'm doing my homework from 9.50pm till 11.00pm. And 10.30pm online-ing my Fb :D. Hell yeah! And you're still online-ing from 9.30 till 10.30. And, I hope we can chatting like usually, but when I had finished my homework, you was offline-ing your Fb account. HAHAH, lek lu, something normal. And this is always happened to me. ALWAYS REPEAT. This is call coincidence or somethings else? Yeah, and I'm guess you knew that I'm was finished does my homework and offline. HAHAH, macam mana pula kau tahu kan? Haih, bala bala~ ngeh ngeh.

Day 2 : 10 things you love :')

1- My god :')
2- My parents, family
3- Al-quran
4- Collect watch xD
5- My eyes
6- My friends
7- DSLR ( canon, nikon, HOLGA  xD )
8- Shawl.
9- Fashion. Simple but okay please. *tak payah nak vouge sangat
10- You :')

Day 1 : 10 things about you :')

1- I'm ugly. Trust me. No lie

2- Saya gemuk dulu. And sekarang saya gemuk juga lah hihi

3- I've a pair of big eyes. And I love them :')

4- I'm short

5- I've a rabbit teeth xD

6- I've crush on someone

7- Rabun -.-

8- Saya mengada dan suka menyusahkan orang -.-

9- Saya benci bila saya senyum dan orang tu buat tak nampak. Memang dilayan~

10- Dislike to drink milk. Sebab tu saya rendah =='

May I?

Disebabkan ramai yang dah buat benda alah ni, aku pun nak try buat juga :) *mengada betul Arfahanis ni -.-
Okay, I saw this on kak Farah's blog. So, I decided nak juga kan? hihi. But kena tunggu 10 days. I need to study -.- . Hell yeah, I'll try to spend my time with my blog just for a few minutes. hihi . TRY boleh? keh keh. Okay, curios apa benda?

day one : 10 things about you

day two : 10 things you love

day three : 10 things you hate

day four : 10 things you want to say to one person

day five : 10 wishes

day six : 10 items you can’t live without

day seven : 10 important people

day eight : 10 of your favourite songs

day nine : 10 ways to win your heart

day ten : 10 final words

And bila aku boleh start benda alah ni? Esok? Haih . Tengok ah cemana. HAHAH :') 

 

Bagus?

Kau siapa nak buat macam tu? Ingat kau dah lawa sangat? Kau ingat kau anak dato'? Kau fikir kau dah kaya kau boleh buat suka hati mak bapak kau ja? Perghh, ayat kau sumpah kerek habis. Kau ingat ramai yang cakap kau lawa aku boleh nak riak sana sini? TALK TO MY HAND LAHH ! Kalau ayat aku pun macam kerek semacam ja, salah kan kau. Sebab kau yang kerek kerek dulu. Kau nak tetapkan rules rules la bagai before orang nak add kau dekat facebook. Apa? tak boleh guna IM? Tu aku boleh terima lagi. Maybe kau punya IM rosak atau kau kena download dulu ke apa kan? Okay yang tu aku boleh terima. Ni belum apa apa lagi kau dah menganjing ayat jahanam gila apahal? Kau ingat kau hot sangat? Setakat dekat FB aku tak kisah langsung lah. And, suka gila kau mencarut kan? Kau ingat dengan kau buat rules rules kejadah tu, kau cool gila lah? Kau ingat ada ke orang nak add kau? Sumpah babi wey. Pftttttt, perasan gila. And kau nak orang pakai gambar sendiri lah. Kalau pakai gambar fake fake ni kau tak nak approve lah. Sumpah shit gila babi. Kau nak HOT dekat FB tak payah lah. Tak ada function pun. Kau ingat dengan kawan kau yang dah beribu ribu tu aku kisah sangat ah? Kau nak show off dekat aku apahal? KESAH pulak aku dengan kawan kau? Setakat add/approve boleh lah dapat kawan beribu ribu macam tu. Yess, aku admit yang kawan aku berapa ratus ja. So? Kesah? Actually aku add orang yang aku kenal ja. Tak macam kau, semua orang kau main sapu ja add. So tak kisah lah kalau kawan aku sikit ja. Aku main APPROVE JE. Tak macam kau. Kau memilih. Nak mamat mamat yang kaya ja. Nak yang handsome ja. Sebab tu lah kau nak orang yang guna gambar sendiri kan? Senang kau nak pilih mana satu nak approve mana satu nak cancle kan kan? Dekat FB kau kemaen lagi, "you add you talk " yess. Kau add kau yang chat dengan mamat mamat tu sebab nak publisiti murahan. BOLEH LA. Kau menggedik ja tahu. Sorry, siapa yang terasa. Lain kali jangan nak show off yang kau tu bagus sangat depan aku. Sumpah kumbing kau ni. -.-

I heart them :)

They think I love this band because my crush? I said, no ! Why? Seriously I don't mention about this band to them, and MAYBE they think that I love this band because of my crush. Tak lah. Aku ingatkan aku sorang je yang minat band ni. Almaklum la, Arham Hafezze minat Foo Fighters. Mana la nak tahu kan? Hish. Eh, this is awesome :')

Beatles Abbey Road Terry O'neill 1964