THIS. THE. LOVE.

Lama tunggu kita update? LOL. Perasan jap.

Me, miss you. Sangat. Lately I'm always thinking about my dad. Selalu sangat. He's our HERO. Our SUPERMAN. He's everything. Rasa menyesal pula doing something wrong for him. I scared of losing you. I really really love you. But... I don't know how to express my feeling. Haish, my bad. So sad to see you in pain. Plus, bila ayah kena batu karang ritu. Tuhan je yang tahu. LOL. *nangis jap* But, thanks god, ayah dah baik dah sihat kan sekarang? HEEEE~ Stay strong for you children. :)

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SHOW MY LOVE FOR YOU. IM SORRY :((

And, this holiday tak berapa best for me. Next year, dah tak ada dah pair nak balik sekolah. I miss you kakak :( . And..... haish. Don't know how to express my feeling tho. Sedih to the max yoww! Dah tak ada siapa nak dengar cerita pasal crush Anis. Dah tak ada siapa nak merungut dekat Anis pasal masalah dia masa balik sekolah. Dah tak ada siapa nak bagi tahu Anis pasal "SUKA" how much you hate her. OMG. *seriously tahan nangis skang* Dah tak ada dah nak fangirl dgn Anis lepas ni. Cerita pasal Hae, Hyuk. Kutuk Hae, kutuk Hyuk. Haish. Dah susah sangat nak dengar awak cerita pasal hidup awak. Nak dengar cerita pasal Hae, classmate awak, your enemy. Came to my house and we watched Super Junior together. Then rindu nak dgr awak kata "Adik, tolong ambil kan air *sengih-sengih*" Omg, I miss how we walked together masa balik sekolah. You told me everything about your life. Cerita pasal budak awak tak puas hati. Cerita pasal awak kena pulau semua. Cerita pasal awak nangis dekat kelas semua. I MISS EVEYTHING. *brb. nangis jap* Rindu nak tunggu awak keluar kelas. Rindu nak pergi beli guava dengan awak. Rindu nak balik hujan-hujan dengan awak. Rindu semua. Rindu awak. Rindu awak datang lepak semua. Rindu awak pukul kita. Rindu photographer sekolah :'(. I MISS YOU NUR ILI NABIHAH MHD NASIR. And you know what? I scared if you say this word " We won't meet again " *crying over and over again* The truth I want to tell you. I just act cool in front of you. Sometimes it just a fake smile. Fake laugh. I'll doing this because I scared of losing you. Bila bulan November ritu, the last day we met, I'm just acted and pretended cool. I'm too shy to tell you how much you're mean for me. :'(

THIS. YOU.

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My crush doesn't have double eye lid. He just have single eye lid and makes him cute even more. :)

The story sing :)

Hey boo ~ pffffttttttt. HAHAH. Actually I can't stand kalau kena tulis #30 fact about me. Sign in blog terus blank. -.-' . Hi awak, saya Arfahanis Norezzelin Abdul Halim, tolong lah lempang saya. :D Haha. Okay tak kelakar. Act, blog aku ni bebodoh je kan? Hell yeah whos care. Blog ni macam aku juga macam siput.

Saengil Chuckhe !

Happy 21st ! Oh 22nd in Korea. HEHE. 

Enjoy your life :)

ParkSangHyun

#11 Fact about me

Not been taken yet :)

#10 Fact about me

She's like to sleep :/

#9 Fact about me

Her favourite color is GREY ! 

#8 Fact about me

Her shoes size is 4/5 , 36 . And her feet is 250mm

#7 Fact about me

Bahagian muka semua besar. Diulangi muka sahaja. Tak termasuk kepala. Semua besar except hidung

#6 Fact about me

She can't stand kalau kena tunggu orang lama-lama

#5 Fact about me

Always wearing the scarf everywhere

#4 Fact about me

4 feet 11' inches -.-'

#3 Fact about me

Her bad. She cannot get angry. So, she cry instead

#2 Fact about me

She can't breakfast.

#1 Fact about me

Youngest dongseang -.-

Chukhe :)

Saengil Chukhe Hamnida my Almighty Key :) HAHAH The SHINee Diva xD

The story begin :)

Kau tengok tajuk mesti ingat aku nak post pepanjang berjela en? HAHAH. Actually tak pun. Disebabkan blog ni dah lama usang, baik aku post macam macam. Okay, start harini aku nak post  #30 Fact about me. Aku tahu aku bukannya artis pun, so mesti korang macam ingat aku ni gedik lah, macam ada orang nak tahu sangat pasal diri aku ni. Ehh, suka hati lah, aku punya blog. Erkk, ayat berterabur. BIARKAAANNNNNNN !

.

KEEP CALM AND CONTROL YOUR FEELING. PLEASE DON'T CRY. I've nobody now. Aku rasa macam semua kawan aku tak nak kawan dengan aku. Masing-masing nak kawan dengan orang yang baik. Aku terasa. Semua orang tahu yang aku tak boleh marah. My bad :(.  Aku rasa macam nak bunuh diri pun ada. Give up. Rasa macam tak ada orang nak support aku sekarang. Masing-masing tahu nak sakitkan hati aku je. Tak salahkan dorang. Aku je gedik lebih. Dah, kalau tak nak kawan dengan aku pun tak apa. Aku tak setaraf korang.

Situasi.

Hye peeps ! Lama tak update. Okay, miss me? Alololo, HAHAH. Perasan much. So who care en? Semua orang sayang aku. Lol padahal :3. Raya ni aku tak ambil gambar raya pun. Sumpah bosan. Semua orang aku tengok masing masing nak upload, updated gambar raya dia. Menunjuk betul *dengki padahal HAHA. Okay, now aku malas nak cerita pasal raya. Um, actually kan, aku curios one thingy ni. Biasalah, aku mana ada pengalaman. so NAK TANYA HANG PA BULEH DOKK? Okay, lemme give you one situation.


Situasi 1 
A ni ada crush dekat B. C ni pula suka dekat A. Pastu C pun berusaha dengan kerasnya dia try nak tackle A. *okay berterabur --' Okay, setakat ni faham lagi tak? Sambung lagi. C ni punyalah ayat A ni sampai A ni pun ada feeling dekat dia ceciput. C pun dah lama ayat ayat dia, dia pun minta la couple. Okay kau macam tak biasa pula kan couple-couple ni. HAHA. A pun terima la C ni. Yang aku curios nya, perasaan A dekat B ada lagi ke? Macam mana kalau dia nampak B tu depan mata dia masa dia dengan C? Yang B ni pun tak layan sangat A. Sebab classmate tapi tak rapat. Macam biasa-biasa je. Kalau kau jadi A apa feeling kau? Tak semua orang yang kau ada crush kau boleh dapat kan? Sebab kalau kau ni perempuan takkan la kau nak pergi ngorat en? LOL xD Sumpah wey, aku nak tahu macam mana A rasa. Maklumlah aku mana pernah couple, manalah nak tahu. Okay, aku loser jap. Again, kau baca baca ni kau faham tak? Erkk, kalau kau tak faham, aku tak salahkan kau. Sebab BM aku bukan pernah dapat A pun selama aku sekolah secondary ni. -.-

Situasi 2
Situasi sama dengan yang atas. Tapi lain dia sikit je. Kau replacekan diri kau dekat tempat A. Kalau kau jadi A kau couple tak dengan C? Okay tu je untuk harini. Aku dah ketandusan idea ni. HAHAH. Report, Captain Norezzelin Arfahanis. LOL, nak bajet Sesiwon sikit xD. HAHA, try nak copy Choi Siwon punya tweet dekat Twitter. HAHA, siapa suruh every tweet dia nak buat cenggitu xD.

L A M A .

Lama ke lame? LOL. HAHAH. Okay, aku malas nak update blog skang. Dulu banyak kan cerita nak kongsi? Sekarang hampehhhhhhhhh. Yela aku mana ada BF nak share share story pasal dia. Aku mana ada crush dah nak share share macam dulu. HIK HIK. Okay, this ramadhan bagi aku lain sikit. Sebab abang kerja, angah study dekat Melaka. So berbuka tinggal 5 orang je. Rasa macam ralat sikit. kekekke. Raya tahu ni malas nak cerita. Me so lame this Raya Puasa geddit? Erkk, rasa dah tak ada benda nak share. Okay bye ! :D

Chukhe :)

Saengil chuckhe hamnida oppa! Aww, getting old now. hihi. I wish you success in your job. Aww, CHUCKHE !

Oppa ! Gain your weight more. HAHA, Have a sweet 18 Lee Taemin :)

Grief.

I've my own reason why I love you boy. Now, it's over. No "ILY" words anymore. I promise. You the first and the last crush I had. No more. Thank you for the sweet moments.

10th July 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HEECHUL :) Have a blast oppa ^^
Happy 28 years old. HAHA,  for me you're still 18. LOL :)

 Oppa, get marry soon hihi :) You're old now. 

Should we..... ?

Nur Ili Nabihah, should we become a stranger? LOL. Junior sekarang macam macam. Negetif betul. HAHA. Dorang ni kelakar ada, scary waggy pun ada. Tak percaya? Okay, lemme show some proof.

HAHA, ni dia junior aku. Haih, budak kecil ni. Macam macam. Actually aku tak ada benda nak post. So ambil this thing as the bahan. Yeah, kang ada pula yang cakap aku ni suka ambil serious la bagai. Eh, me and kak ili awesome liddat :) and, NO NEED TO BECOME A STRANGER :) HAHA.

2011

Chill tak chill sangat ah. Chill mendanya kalau aku asyik nangis macam baby dari tadi. Aku tak benci, tapi hormat lah sikit aku ni. Aku ada maruah. Semua orang ada. Tapi kenapa kau benci sangat dengan aku? Aku buat salah? Just say it. Aku tak marah. Tegur biar baik. Jangan main makan dalam. Tak elok. Aku tak suka. Tak suka cakap. Aku boleh belajar terima. Ni tak payah nak kaitkan pasal keluarga boleh? Tak marah. Tak salahkan. Cuma kesal. Bila difikirkan, susah juga aku nak maafkan. Malu wey malu. Nampak sangat dekat mata kau yang keluarga aku ni teruk. Aku tak buat salah. Family aku tak pernah sentuh kau. Tapi kau benci dengan kitaorang. Tak faham kenapa. Bila aku dapat tahu tadi, aku cakap dengan korang yang sudi membaca ni la, aku down gila wey. *sambil nyanyi lagu Down Rasa macam aku tak berguna pun ada. This is my second time cried because of you. Kau ja yang buat aku menangi dua kali dalam tahun ni. DAEBAKKK ! Bila difikir fikir kan balik, aku ni hidup untuk apa? Bukan meminta, tapi aku rasa aku macam orang tak ada life. Aku hidup untuk apa? Aku tak pandai. Tak berjaya. Tak suka tolong orang. Tak buat kebajikan. Tak cari nafkah. Suka susahkan orang. And now what? Semuanya lengkap kot. Tak ada yang tertinggal. Kawan kawan aku belum tentu diorang suka kawan dengan aku. Dengan mak bapak aku, aku tahu nak habiskan duit ja. Tolong tak nak. Aku gila insaf wey sekarang. Rasa macam no one need me in theirs life. Betul. Aku tak tipu.

Chill-lah

Chill babe. Kena condemn je pun.

Ba alif ba ya.

Kau nampak kan apa yang aku tulis untuk title ni? Oh lupa, kau memang orang Islam, tapi, perangai macam anjing. Kau kalau dah tak suka minah tu, diam jela. Tak payah nak kutuk dia gila babi. Kata kau menyesal la bagai. Macam haram kau tahu tak? Sumpah babi lah wey. Nak cakap perangai dia teruk la bagai. Cermin diri kau sendiri. Kau tu pun dulu bukan main bangsat lagi dengan aku. Minta tolong sana sini. Sekarang, macam BABI kau tahu tak? Babi, anjing kurap semua dekat kau. Aku bukannya apa, dulu bukan main kau terhegeh hegeh dekat kawan aku tu. Sekarang, bila kau dah tak suka dia kutuk dia habis habis kan? Apahal teruk sangat wey perangai kau? Wait wait wait, kau ingat kau bagus sangat ah buat macam tu? Nampak cool? Aku tahu kau lelaki, kau ingat lelaki ada semua kuasa? Tak wey tak ! And kau pernah perasan tak yang perangai kau macam pangkiamak? Hipokrit gila doe. Benci ah dapat kenal orang macam kau. Banyak buat masalah betul kau ni -.-

Fighting !

Cn Blue vs Ft Island. Lemme show you somethings. 

Jonghyun and Jonghun. The great guitarist. Nama dorang nak sama.

Jungshin and Jaejin. Nama dorang nak sama. Again.

Minhyuk and Minhwan. An awesome maknae. Nama dorang nak sama juga. hihi

 

Just want to upload this picture. Nama dorang tak sama pun. Hihi. But, they're the freaking awesome leader ever. Cn Blue and Ft Island, FIGHTING !

S M I L E : )

"When I first saw Taemin, I thought he was really pretty. At that time there was a trainee noona in front of him, and Taemin was even prettier than her." (EUNHYUK) . Hihih, glad when my two bias got closer. BHAHHA. LOL. Awww, Im so excited when I read this. Oppa !

:)

I don't have someone to love now. Okay, no crush. I feel FREEDOM. :)

:O

Is it true?



I CAN'T BELIEVE IT ! [FULLSTOP]




:OO

Stress. Please, understand me.

Stress with my result. Teruk sangat. I don't know why. Aku belajar sama juga. Eh tak. Lagi banyak. Tapi kali ni teruk sangat. Rasa macam nak bunuh diri pun ada. Dah la nanti parents kena pergi ambil LAB. Sedih, stress, hampa, menyesal. Haih. Aku belajar bukan tak belajar. Tapi makin teruk. Penat ja. Tak tahu dah nak buat macam mana. Tawakal jela. Aku tak ada mood nak layan orang. I got a lot of homework. Lagi bertambah stress aku. Cikgu tak pernah nak faham ke? Rasa macam taknak sekolah. Tahun depan baru nak sekolah balik. Duhhh. Sumpah aku rasa sakit hati bila tengok result macam tu. Aku sorang ja. Kengkawan aku semua pandai. Tak payah nak cerita banyak lah. Nasib lah dapat otak macam ni. Haih. I need someone to cheer me up.

1, 2, 3, S M I L E

Nobody will know. Trust me. Tak ada sesiapa akan tahu kenapa aku senyum. Tonight, I got smile-fever lebih kurang macam tulah :). Didn't know why, aku punya muscle cheeks asyik nak senyum ja. HAHA. Tapi benda ni tak adalah teruk pun kan? So i'll keep smile like this :). Don't get weird why. Hihi. Imma unique person. HOHOH. xD

No title.

Hi bloggie, so long no see. Duhhh, blog ni memang ada masalah atau aku punya je yang agak celaka sikit? Pelaq sungguh nohh hang. Haih. Aku sekarang ni tengah sibuk tengok cerita Boys Over Flower. Okay tak ada motif. Bayangkan aku sanggup habiskan masa berjam jam tengok cerita tu. Aku tahu cerita tu dah lama. Repeat tengok balik. So lame kan? Sampai homework sc pun aku tak buat lagi. Ngek tol. Okay I'm so lame ya'all. Then whatttt? okay bye.

Thankie.

I feel betrayed. You made it. Thank you. I didn't know why. You make me feel happy. You make me feel sad. You make me feel everything. Did you my feelings? Not isn't? Please lah. I tried to open minded with you. But you always betrayed it. You never appreciate what I've done to you. I don't know what yours problem. Tell me what's your problem now. I'll try to understand it. Tahu kau anak orang kaya. Jangan nak macam sangat boleh? Did you know how to understand girls feeling? Kau ada banyak kawan perempuan. Tipu kalau cakap kau tak tahu. *nangis. I hate when you did this to me. 


*i'm hearing Kiss In The Rain piano version now :(

Tadi.

Tadi. Pukul 9.30 cenggitu aku chat dengan crush aku. So who cares kan? Biarkan. Aku punya blog aku nak cerita. Masa tengah seronok chat dengan dia, boleh pulak internet buat hal. Okay. Mungkin benda biasa. But, annoyed tahu tak? Dah la sebulan tak dapat chat dengan dia. Masing masing busy dengan exam. Poyo je kan? Konon. Yeah, tapi tu lah kenyataan. Busy busy pun gred science kau dapat D jugak Arfahanis -.-. Bodoh bodoh je kan aku punya markah? Sakit hati. Dah la correction pun aku tak buat lagi. -.-.

June is coming .

June come backkkkkkk !. I don't think that I love this month. Becauseeee.. kawad kawad kawad. Come back -.- Yeah tu je pun nak post. Menagada kan tuan punya blog ni? SO who cares.

Finally. Grrrrrr. :3

Finally i can open my blog. Dah beberapa hari mencuba sign in. -.- Dem. Hell yeah, I've a lot of story want to post. Tapi, blog ni agak buat hal. So, dah lupa -.-. Okay lupakan. Biarkaaaaaannnnnnnnn. Khamis ni Marha ajak pergi Mid. Like usually, aku tak boleh join. Kenapa la dorang ni nak pergi masa aku busy? Its 2nd June. Seperti mana sediakala, village, here we comeeeeeee. Sedih tak dapat join. And this December can we plan it again? :( Can't wait nak main Laser Tag.

Kehh ,

Treat my idol is more better than treat my crush. Hell yeah, he always annoying. That's why I didn't like to greet him sometime

Forever Alone.

There is nothing to figure out. I'm, forever alone. Semua dah jelas. Tak payah nak terangkan. Capital D, you got him. Take care him for me. :)  

Truly.

Hard for me to admit I HATE YOU. Hard for me to admit I STILL LOVE YOU. I didn't knew why. I can't get rid of this. Truly I said, I don't want to be your crush anymore. I want the old me. An innocent kindergarten girl. I want it back. I don't want to broke my heart more. :'(

Yes. No.

You broke my heart doesn't means I hate you. Because....










































































I STILL LOVE YOU.

17/5/2011

         

                     



                                  PAIN 































my heart has been crushed by you again. t.t

Finally. I knew it.

Jangan nak tunggu benda yang tak mungkin terjadi. Jangan nak harapkan benda yang bukan-bukan. Jangan nak tunggu buah yang gugur. Apakebenda tah peribahasa tu. And, finally I knew the meaning. Regret waiting for you. It won't happen. I don't have someone to cheer me up like you. You have friend that always advocated you when you sad. Kita macam langit dengan bumi. Sekarang saya sedar siapa saya nak dibandingkan dengan awak.

Day 10 : 10 final words

1- I

2- Love
3- You

4- Please

5- Don't
6- Break
7- My
8- Heart
9- Anymore
10- ILOVYOUSOMUCHBUNCIT.

Day 9 : 10 ways to win your heart :')

1- He knows how to cheer me up.
2- Make me laughing everyday
3- Solat 5 waktu. Pentingggggg
4- He's not a romantic guy. But he care about me.
5- He's not a smoker.

6- Try to catch me when I fall down :')

7- Support me when I feel sad.
8- Cute

9- Erkk, pandai. And we can study together :')

10- Promise to me that he never break my heart and when he break my heart he come to me and said, that his fault. Hell yeah, MENEPATI JANJI.

11- He know how to play a guitar 

12-Lullaby me with his guitar and sing a song for me every night :')

Day 8 : 10 of your favourite songs

1- Grenade
2- All she knows
3- Yesterday xD
4- Talking to the moon
5- Runaway
6- Et
7- Again
8- One year later.
9- Hello 
10- Banmal song

Day 7 : 10 important people ;')

1- Abdul Halim bin Khalid :')
2- Arfah binti Ariffin :')
3- Arham Hafezze bin Abdul Halim :')
4- Arhaime Hamezze bin Abdul Halim :')
5- Arhaezze Halimi bin Abdul Halim :')
6- Arfahanim Noratezze binti Abdul Halim :')
7- Friends :')
8- Kakak kakak yang saya rapat :')
9- Other family members :')
10-Absolutely you :')

Day 6 : 10 things you can't live without :')

1- Tudungg :)
2- Jam
3-Solat :)
4- Spec mata. Penting.
5- Makan + minum
6- Hell yeah. Education.
7- School holidays xD
8- My parents. *tak independent lagi
9- Sibling, family, friends :)
10- Absolutely you :)

Day 5 : 10 wishes :')

1- Wish that I could be more mature.
2- Tinggi saya nak lebih tinggi :)

3- Change my manner and always help my parents. Okay, admit aku pemalas

4- Success in my life and make my parents happy.
5- Jadi orang yang berguna dan tak annoyed :')
6- Solat 5 waktu CUKUP! *in process -.-

7- Belajar jangan malas. -.-

8- Pelat "R"tuuuuuu -.-
9- I wish I could find you :)
10- I wish I would get you :)

:')

Please don't change my felling towards you. Let it stay with me forever. Let me keep my feeling towards you cause one day this feelings will unfold by itself. Or maybe this feeling will gone by itself too. I want to keep this felling till end of my life. Don't break my heart and I beg with you. I do not feel regret for saying I LOVE YOU :')




*my love wider than this earth. And it's hard to figure out because you are difference :)

Day 4 : 10 things you want to say to one person :')

1- Hey handsome !
2- Study elok elok.
3- Solat jaga okay?
4- Please don't break my heart .
5- Don't hurting my heart anymore.
6- Please, jangan nak control dia sangat boleh? -.-
7- Sumpah teringin nak jumpa.
8- I like you. :)
9- I want you. :)
10- I LOVE you. :')

Day 3 : 10 things you hate -.-

1- Copy cat fucker.

2- Enemies

3- I hate when I've crush :(

4- My teeth -.- Besar vevo

5- My skin. Dah gelap wuwuw :(

6- My height. Yeah, saya bersyukur actually :')

7- Rabun. WHY ?

8- Pelat "R" need to change it -.-

9- Orang orang kerek, boleh jalan.

10- Hell yeah, ROKOK .

coincidence?

This is call coincidence? Waitt, let me elucidate first. I'm doing my homework from 9.50pm till 11.00pm. And 10.30pm online-ing my Fb :D. Hell yeah! And you're still online-ing from 9.30 till 10.30. And, I hope we can chatting like usually, but when I had finished my homework, you was offline-ing your Fb account. HAHAH, lek lu, something normal. And this is always happened to me. ALWAYS REPEAT. This is call coincidence or somethings else? Yeah, and I'm guess you knew that I'm was finished does my homework and offline. HAHAH, macam mana pula kau tahu kan? Haih, bala bala~ ngeh ngeh.

Day 2 : 10 things you love :')

1- My god :')
2- My parents, family
3- Al-quran
4- Collect watch xD
5- My eyes
6- My friends
7- DSLR ( canon, nikon, HOLGA  xD )
8- Shawl.
9- Fashion. Simple but okay please. *tak payah nak vouge sangat
10- You :')

Day 1 : 10 things about you :')

1- I'm ugly. Trust me. No lie

2- Saya gemuk dulu. And sekarang saya gemuk juga lah hihi

3- I've a pair of big eyes. And I love them :')

4- I'm short

5- I've a rabbit teeth xD

6- I've crush on someone

7- Rabun -.-

8- Saya mengada dan suka menyusahkan orang -.-

9- Saya benci bila saya senyum dan orang tu buat tak nampak. Memang dilayan~

10- Dislike to drink milk. Sebab tu saya rendah =='

May I?

Disebabkan ramai yang dah buat benda alah ni, aku pun nak try buat juga :) *mengada betul Arfahanis ni -.-
Okay, I saw this on kak Farah's blog. So, I decided nak juga kan? hihi. But kena tunggu 10 days. I need to study -.- . Hell yeah, I'll try to spend my time with my blog just for a few minutes. hihi . TRY boleh? keh keh. Okay, curios apa benda?

day one : 10 things about you

day two : 10 things you love

day three : 10 things you hate

day four : 10 things you want to say to one person

day five : 10 wishes

day six : 10 items you can’t live without

day seven : 10 important people

day eight : 10 of your favourite songs

day nine : 10 ways to win your heart

day ten : 10 final words

And bila aku boleh start benda alah ni? Esok? Haih . Tengok ah cemana. HAHAH :') 

 

Bagus?

Kau siapa nak buat macam tu? Ingat kau dah lawa sangat? Kau ingat kau anak dato'? Kau fikir kau dah kaya kau boleh buat suka hati mak bapak kau ja? Perghh, ayat kau sumpah kerek habis. Kau ingat ramai yang cakap kau lawa aku boleh nak riak sana sini? TALK TO MY HAND LAHH ! Kalau ayat aku pun macam kerek semacam ja, salah kan kau. Sebab kau yang kerek kerek dulu. Kau nak tetapkan rules rules la bagai before orang nak add kau dekat facebook. Apa? tak boleh guna IM? Tu aku boleh terima lagi. Maybe kau punya IM rosak atau kau kena download dulu ke apa kan? Okay yang tu aku boleh terima. Ni belum apa apa lagi kau dah menganjing ayat jahanam gila apahal? Kau ingat kau hot sangat? Setakat dekat FB aku tak kisah langsung lah. And, suka gila kau mencarut kan? Kau ingat dengan kau buat rules rules kejadah tu, kau cool gila lah? Kau ingat ada ke orang nak add kau? Sumpah babi wey. Pftttttt, perasan gila. And kau nak orang pakai gambar sendiri lah. Kalau pakai gambar fake fake ni kau tak nak approve lah. Sumpah shit gila babi. Kau nak HOT dekat FB tak payah lah. Tak ada function pun. Kau ingat dengan kawan kau yang dah beribu ribu tu aku kisah sangat ah? Kau nak show off dekat aku apahal? KESAH pulak aku dengan kawan kau? Setakat add/approve boleh lah dapat kawan beribu ribu macam tu. Yess, aku admit yang kawan aku berapa ratus ja. So? Kesah? Actually aku add orang yang aku kenal ja. Tak macam kau, semua orang kau main sapu ja add. So tak kisah lah kalau kawan aku sikit ja. Aku main APPROVE JE. Tak macam kau. Kau memilih. Nak mamat mamat yang kaya ja. Nak yang handsome ja. Sebab tu lah kau nak orang yang guna gambar sendiri kan? Senang kau nak pilih mana satu nak approve mana satu nak cancle kan kan? Dekat FB kau kemaen lagi, "you add you talk " yess. Kau add kau yang chat dengan mamat mamat tu sebab nak publisiti murahan. BOLEH LA. Kau menggedik ja tahu. Sorry, siapa yang terasa. Lain kali jangan nak show off yang kau tu bagus sangat depan aku. Sumpah kumbing kau ni. -.-

I heart them :)

They think I love this band because my crush? I said, no ! Why? Seriously I don't mention about this band to them, and MAYBE they think that I love this band because of my crush. Tak lah. Aku ingatkan aku sorang je yang minat band ni. Almaklum la, Arham Hafezze minat Foo Fighters. Mana la nak tahu kan? Hish. Eh, this is awesome :')

Beatles Abbey Road Terry O'neill 1964

,,,,

Kenapa mesti? Hampa gila ni T_____T. Kenapa mesti cepat sangat?  T.T . Rasa macam dah tak ada life. *tak ada motif pun

Throw it away.

Count 1 ------------------> 10 now !  pssstt* kira laju laju


1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

tettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt! Dah habis kira kan?
Okay let me say something.










I ADMITTING, I'M SO JEALOUS -.-

I hate this feeling. Kumbing betul. K bye =='

Temporary. I hope.

I hope it just a temporary. Mungkin sebab musim exam kan? Awak selalu online masa maghrib. Memang tak ah saya nak chat dengan awak. Sebab apa? Sebab saya pun tahu sembahyang. And awak online pun kejap ja. Tak sampai lima minit, awak dah off. Cemana pulak saya nak chat dengan awak kan? Haih, ini bala ini bala. HAHA. And today awak online awal. Pukul lima. Ye, lebih awal dari selalunya. But masa saya kena out lah awak online kan? Dammit. Pukul lima saya kena buat hw yang bertimbun tu. Tak siap lagi. And awak dah tak selalu online. Kenapa? Sebab exam? Sorry mana lah saya tahu. Saya bukan ambil tahu pasal awak pun kan? HAHA, ececech, Haih, and yes. I need to leave this page. Doing my homework. And I hate it. *hashtagihatedoingmyhomework

BS !

"I'm so sorry I like you" Ayat memang tak boleh nak gampang lagi? Setiap kali kau nampak perempuan yang kau suka tu online, ayat ni je kau bai dekat IM atau lebih dikenali dengan chatbox dia. Haih. Kalau aku jadi kawan aku tu, aku tak layan kau. Tah orang gila mana tah aku nak layan. Please lah. Kau boleh pergi bawa ayat kau tu jauh jauh. Aku tak suka. Bullshit.

WGM

I just finished watched WGM Yongseo Couple. Yes I admit. They were totally kyoptaaaa. And the final ending was totally sad. I'm gonna cried. Yahh, yes I do really love this couple. Married  please :)

Could this happen?

Yeah. I knew who I am. I am just a small town girl -.- . And I have a lot ofdream. All the people have their dream. All the dream never come true.Trust me. Okay. Hey you, can you sing a song for me? Can you? Sing a song with your guitar, and it will make my heart melt. Sing a song every night for me before I go to sleep. Lullaby me with your voice, EVERY NIGHT. Oh, all the dream never come true. Yes, dream just a DREAM. Really hope this thing will be happen. :')

Demand ni. Tolong eh eh? :D

Yeah, As far as you know, my birthday another 6 months. :( Lambat lagi. But it's okay. Ehem, disebabkan birthday saya lambat lagi, so simpan duit and buy it for me pehliwsssss :(. I do really love this T shirt and this band too.

Yeahh, this. But nak saiz S okay? I'll wear it everyday. Wiwit. Gtg . Bye.

Happened

Yes i do really miss you :(

S M I L E : )

I'm going to smile everyday. Mulai malam ni. Hihi, miracle had occurred. I love miracle. Yeah, everybody love it. terimakasihbanyakbanyakkeranasudimembantu. Give up? Forget about it. I'll continue my mission. HAHAHA, bak kata KP kita tuuu, TAK TERKATA SAYA ! . HAHAH , seriously, aku teruja habis. Haih, Baru nak give up kan? hihi . Apasal dia baik sangat ni? Ah, I'm gonna die x________x . HAHAHA. Gtg, I'm so happy. K bye :)

The boooringgg day.

Hey there, I'm so boring today and don't know to do somethings FUN FUN FUN like Rebecca Black -.- Yeah, alone at home make me more boring. Disebabkan tak tahu nak buat apa, so, aku pun pergi kodek kodek album box family aku. And and, I had found something. Yeah. Jumpa apa? Mesti lah gambar. Actually, dah lama dah jumpa. And, baru terniat nak meng-upload. Hish, this is shameful. Don't ask me why, because I'm looked so cute in this picture -.-  Trust me .

Yeah, ambil terus scan. Em, my hand so suay , so this picture slanted bit. yeah, budak 14 tahun scan kan, macam ni lah rupanya. Don't laugh. And I want to ask you something. Am I look cute? Heee :D

SAYA LOSER. SIKIT SIKIT NAK GIVE UP. HAHHA , bye .

:)

Tomorrow would be better than today. I promise .

Okay?

Saya merubah mood. Yeah, disebabkan saya terlalu  happy today, gila rajin aku nak tukar semua benda. hihi. Don't ask me why. HAHHAHA , okay bye :D

Bongok lah .

Suddenly, aku suka pulak tengok Ili Nabihah chat dengan mamat tu. WTH? SUKA KAU FAHAM TAK? Tadi seriously saya cemburu. Pastu saya buka massage inbox, and and my feeling change. Aku tetiba suka diaorang chat. Apahal doe? Tak rasa cemburu sikit pun macam tadiiiii. Ngok ngek betul -.-. Hihi, ni tak puas hati ni, tetiba pulak suka dorang chat. Apahal? Eh, gtg bye .

11/4/11. Annoying gila

Ada budak tu pergi tengok concert Bruno Mars. wuwu . Dengki. Tak tipu. Then, kelas pulak macam haram. Tak dapat nak belajar. Before tu, kadet polis lelaki dapat no2 Pulak. Elok dah dapat no satu kan? Dah cikgu salah kira. Damn. KRS mesti lah MENANG kan? Then, lepas masa Geo, kemaen, budak tu jeling jeling. Nak kena korek mata tu buat experiment ke? Pukui kang. Nak kata polis loser la tu kan? PERGI JAHANAM LAH DOE -.-. Then, masa balik tadi, hik hik. omey angat. Malas nak cerita. Pastu dapat inbox dekat FB. Kakak saya chat dengan crush saya. Sumpah CEMBURU habis. Saja nak cover dekat wall. Dah malas nak cerita banyak. I'm going to cry NOW. ARFAHANIS MEMANG LOSER. SIKIT SIKIT NAK MENANGIS. K bye .

senyum .

Senyum? Nayy ! Or would I say NO ? Kisah. Hate to say, I HATE WHEN I HAD CRUSH ! Don't ask me why. Nama pun CRUSH. Kalau BF tak kisah lagi. If, you had fall in love with someone that you actually don't know about his history. Then, stalker ambil gambar. Stalker FB, Twitter, Blogger, Tumblr atau apa benda lah bagaikan. Cari sampai dapat. And i'll say, WATEFAKK! Yeah, I'm admit, benda ni jadi dekat aku. It hurt. It's killing me. Yeah. Let me say, if I can chatting or talking you, enough already. And and lagu dekat blog ni macam haram kan? Buat aku ingat dekat crush aku ja. Everybody have theirs own crush okay. Don't judge me if you don't have crush. Kau pun akan suka someone tu nanti. If, you ask your friend about theirs feeling, and they said, "I don't has any crush" or "apa barang main crush crush ni, tak cool okay" they LAIR. Saja nak sorok. Benda normal kot. So, if you're think am I was so jig jig like hell, do your own business can ah? Kau pun pernah ada crush. Kau ingat aku nak sangat? Kbye .

Bulan 4

Hari ni macam macam jadi. Yeah, semua benda tu, annoying gila. Annoying sangat. Kalau kau tak masuk kawad, kau boleh diam. Kau ingat kau lelaki kau bagus sangat? Ingat semua lelaki bagus sangat? Dan dan, paling annoying bila aku nampak benda tu. SAKIT HATI SANGAT SANGAT TAHU?! Erkk, kerek betul dia tu. Ingat bagus? Sakit hati aku. Kau fikir kau hensem sangat ke nak buat macam tu? Tak kan tak kan? Penat ah. Dah la pagi pagi free free dapat bebelan dari nenek nenek tempayan tu. Eh, jangan tanya aku kenapa nenek tempayan, aku main taip je. Penat penat dah berlatih kawad, suka hati ja suruh cancle. Kau kawad dulu. Baru nak complaint. Dan dan, yang paling sakit hati. Kau buat benda ni sambil lewa ja. KAU INGAT KAU BAGUS SANGAT?! Kalau ada yang terasa, pandai pandai lah. Siapa suruh kau buat aku sakit hati, BODOH .

Tolong ah .

Pleaseeeeee, jangan nak poser sangat boleh? Please lah. Being your own business can? Kau nak minat semua benda apahal? Then, bila orang tanya, kau cakap kau tak tengok lagi lah video dia. Pergi mampus lah. Tak payah nak menipu boleh? Setakat tahu 1,2 lagu ja, TAK PAYAH NAK CAKAP YANG KAU TU MINAT DEKAT BAND TU. Nama penyanyi dia pun kau tak tahu. Pastu bila orang cakap, "kata minat takkan tak tahu" pastu kau AKAN jawab, "aku lupa lah". Aww ! so sweet ayat kau tuh. And and, setakat nak save gambar band tu tak ikhlas, tak payah lah. Buat berat lappy kau dan menyempitkan kau punya card reader.Jangan nak kerek kau tahu sangat boleh? Aku nak mandi k bye .

P. P

Profile picture FB dia sado. Aww ! Abang two packs xD. *baru two paxks dah kecoh Arfahanis ni. Hihi. Biar lah. Dia crush saya. Crush saya sado. Crush awak sado? Tak kan? Dia pakai baru stripes. Erkk, k bye . :D

(:

My mouth can lie. But, my heart can't lie. He is a great singer. Yeah, but I can't meet him this 10.4.2011. :( . You all had knew who is he. Shut up your mouth. Because I can't meet him. Sedih. K bye .

Eh eh ,

Dah lama tak nampak crush saya. Dah lama tak bukak folder album dia. Sibuk membelangkan muka ja. Haihh, kesian crush saya. Hee :D . Tiba tiba rindu dekat dia. HAHA . Almost sebulan tak tengok gambar dia. Nampak tapi tak bukak pun. Haih, .Jap jap. Dalam otak korang fikir siapa ni? Let me show my crush. Meh tengok meh ,

 

Nampak tak nampak tak? Omey angat. Sumpah lama gila tak buka folder album dia. Hik hik. Itew kenew mandiw ah. HAHA . Kbye .

Jauh kan?

Melaka jauh tak? Melaka jauh tak? Melaka jauh tak? Jauh tak? Jauh tak? Jauh tak? Again I ask you. JAUH TAK? Semua orang aku tanya tadi, diaorang kata, " tak jauh pun, 2 jam boleh sampai " Yess! Maknanya tak jauh. Aku nak pergi Melaka sekarang! Don't ask me why, tapi nak pergi Melaka. Nak jumpa budak tu. Aku tahu 2 JAM pun boleh sampai, kalau kau jalan kaki, jauh tak? -.- Siapa yang rajin gila nak hantar aku pergi Melaka? Jauh tuuuuuu. 4 bulan setengah curious gila nak tahu kau pindah mana tau. Last dapat tahu kau pindah MELAKA. -.-. Jauh bhai. Kalau kau pindah cempaka boleh terima lagi doe. Okay saya bosan .

I'm so MALAYSIAN .

Saya orang melayu. Okay. MELAYU tawzzz xD. Saya bosan. kbai .

Eh?

Saya Bodoh. Saya sedar. Dah dah, jangan nak kacau aku lagi. -.-

It's feel . . . .

It's feel that you don't want to know me anymore ,

                                                                               It's feel that you avoiding me , 

It's feel that you was go away from my life ,  

                                                                  It's feel like you hate me now :(

It's feel like I am no need in your life anymore ,

                                                          It's feel like I'm burden in your life ,

It's feel like you doesn't like me now ,

                                                     It's feel like you're going to leave me ,

Why this feeling come suddenly? Why all of this feeling had to come? Why? Why I feel like I'm going to missing you? Why? What the sign of this? What? This is sign that you want to leave me? :( It's killing me. Please don't do this to me. You're avoiding me recently. It's hurt. It's killing me. I LOVE YOU more than I love anyone. And you know that. It's really really hurt me. Change it ! :( 

We are difference

I have a chubby cheeks and you NOT

I have a big teeth and you NOT

I have an around face and you NOT 

I have a pair of big eyes and you NOT

I have a wavy hair and you NOT

I have an eyes bug and you NOT


So, you can stop copying me. You and me were so DIFFERENCE 

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I've a lot of story that I want to share with you guys. But, I need to bath first. When, I've mood with blogging, i'll post it . Eh, just wait for it. :D

No need .

If can, I don't want to have any crush. I don't want to like someone. Don't want to love someone. Benda ni membosankan, dan meletihkan. Kalau aku mimpi mimpi dapat prince charming aku tu tak apa lah, ni waste my time. Got it? Buang masa ja. Kalau dapat, aku tak kisah sangat. Ni nak nak kalau melepas. Memang annoying sangat tahu? Pastu tak pasal pasal nak bad mood. Maki sana maki sini. Mengamuk tak tentu pasal. Haih, penat lah, Okay, this is not me actually. I just think about my future. Faheeeemmmmmmm ?

?

Today is raining. Today soooo cold. Yeah, I'm wearing stocking right now. Yeah, this post not about raining actually. It just about em, Si Pemalu and Si Cute. HAHAH, don't ask me why if their name were so like yuck yuck. This is because I don't have any idea for their name. Yeah, actually, they not pemalu and cute. But, who's care? Did they read my blog? Not isn't? So, I punya suka lah nak letak nama diaorang apa. Hee. Yeah. Why the title is [?] ? I'll tell you now. If someone put this --> ?, it will means they blocked, they don't know, they need people opinion or whatever. this --> ? means all about CURIOUS. Yeah, I'm in curious condition right now. Curious want to know the answer. Em, I'm so block right now. Don't know to choose the best. I don't know to hate them or not. Who's them? Si Pemalu and Si Cute lah =='. Yeah, theirs manner were very same. Feel like want to kick their ass xD HAHA , jk. How come I kick their ass. Yeah, I know if I hate them, I'll not hate them soon. Damn right? So, I got the answer now. Don't hate them. But their manner make me angry.Rasa macam nak pukul pukul sampai diaorang lembik. Mesti nak macam tu. Geram ni geram sangat. Haih, I'm so hungry. Need to eat. Bye :)

Saranghae ♥

Seohyun so lucky get adorable Yonghwa. Hope I'll get this too soon :) .
ADA ♥

Buruk lah awak . -.-

Your default on FB bad. Buruklah. Cari la default yang lawa sikit. And, what suprises is, I almost don't recognize you. Whoa ! I thought were deactive your Facebook account. Please change you FB default. I know this is your authority, but... please change it. :)

Awww ! This holidays were so awesome. Em, but homework. I hate it okay?. Ohya, I think, not only me yang benci gila dekat HW ni kan? HAHA , all the students will hate it. Em, my History homework. Damn, Tak siap lagi. Ohya about my holidays, shoooooooo awesome. Why? HAHA , sorry, so personal. Hope you will understand :) Gtg. Bye,

Semakkkkk !

Tengok tuuuu ! Semak FB aku. Tengah sibuk berchatting, pop pop. keluar. Sabau jelah xD

Maroh .

Woi woi! Maroh ni =='. Okay, kau tak nampak aku marah. Sebab aku tak marah sangat pun. Yeahh! ayat dah berterabur =='. Ngekk, tak sabar nak maki budak tu esok. Can't wait ! Hope esok dia datang. Can't wait for maki-ing. Siapa suruh kau cakap benda tu? Ngekk lagi. Haih, nasib je aku tak nampak kau tadi. Kalau tak, dah lama aku maki kau tau?! Maraoh ni =='. Dah dah, aku nak pergi tidur :D

3:)

Woi woi. Kau budak form one yang baru masuk kawad nak kecoh apahal? Kau kutuk bila budak perempuan kawad hancur. Kau tu kira bagus sangat? WEY! KAKI KAU KUDA KAU TAK KECOH PULAK KAN? Kau pergi menjawab bila budak form five tu cakap tu buat apa? Dia kakak aku. Pastu bila dia suruh diam, kau bising bising lagi kan? Ingat kau bagus? Tampar nak? And, you budak pakai selipar merah, baju T-shirt merah, Beg Paul Smith warna chocolate, Kau apahal nak kecoh sangat dengan kakak aku? Kau fikir kau bagus gila lah? Wey, kau fikir la sikit, kau datang sekolah tengok budak kawad pastu nak buat bising. Kakak aku suruh kau diam dengan cara baik kan? Kau apahal nak melawan? Kau ingat kau lelaki kau boleh lawan perempuan yang lagi tua pada kau? Kau datang sekolah buat kecoh tak payah la. Baik kau tolong mak kau pergi pasar. Dapat juga pahala. Berganda okay. Daripada kau memekak, melawan cakap orang. Buat tambah dosa kau tahu? Kau dengan kawan kau tu, boleh pergi balik lah dengan beg Paul Smith kasut Crocs pasar malam kau tu. Berlagak betul. If I had some power, nak je aku patah patahkan tulang kau tu. Walawey, selamba badak kau je nak sound kakak aku. Dah dah aku malas nak menambahkan dosa aku. Aku bukan macam kau. Suka cari dosa.

Kawad , Lepak

Hey hoi,

Lets we start with Kawad first .
-If you ask me Kawad ni best ke tak, I'll answer both. Means, YES and NO. Yeahh, kawad sometimes I like it. But sometimes I hate it so much. Why? Because, someone makes some fault, i'll get punishment too. So, its really annoying isn't? If kawad with an elite person, you will feel the joy. Because, they would't do fault. I means not always like the newborns.

Lepak
- Sangat seronok tau? HAHA why? Sebab, korang boleh lupakan semua benda. Macam kawad yang annoying gila tadi =='. Yeah, today, lepas habis kawad terus lepak mamak. Hee :D. Semua benda yang annoying tadi dah lupa dah. Yeah, cuba korang bayang kan, kalau korang dah buat benda tu betul, but disebabkan budak budak baru tu, korang kena buat benda yang sama. Sure you'll feel the boring-ing. Yeah, Pastu bila dah betul benda lain pulak salah =='. Eh, pasal lepak okay. Lupa :D. HAHA, em, yeah, lepak is nothing. Dah la, bye :)

Woi !

Susah kan bila ada mulut yang suka bercakap?

Susah kan bila ada mulut yang suka berceloteh?

Susah kan nak kawal mulut yang suka bercakap sepanjang masa?

Susah kan bila start bercakap dan susah berhenti?

Susah kan bila ada perempuan yang mulut dia tak tahu nak diam?

Mesti annoying gila kan?

Mesti ramai yang menyampah kan?

Mesti ramai gila yang tak suka kan?

Nak buat macam mana, dah dapat mulut yang suka becakap sepanjang masa.

Kau suka tak suka, aku punya suka lah.

Mulut aku. Heh,

Heh, perempuan yang banyak cakap mesti ramai yang tak suka kan?

Nak buat macam mana lagi?

I'll try to improve myself actually :)

Riang Ria

HAHA. The title just like kanak kanak ribena. HAHA. Have you remember about my post yesterday? About Penat#. Still remember? He's actually, not arrogant with me. HAHA. Yeah ! He has greet me. Oh awesome. I thought he was an arrogant person. But he greet me yesterday. Oh, gosh. I'm so happy. I thought he hate me or doesn't like me. It's makes me scared. HAHA. It's feel like he don't like me before. Heheh. Ohya, FYI, he not my crush =='. He just my friend. I think.  Because he older than me. Hihih.

:D

Don't ask me why. I put his picture because I get jealous with his cuteness

If you're so curious, which one is him. I'll give you this yah !

Kyaaa ~! . See ! HAHA . I know who is not korean addict will said, ew or what ever it is. And, its doesn't mean that I have fall in love with him. Just saying he was cute. But his cuteness can't bet Taemin cuteness. I'll give you some picture.

 :). He here :)