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Sunday, December 18, 2011

THIS. THE. LOVE.

Lama tunggu kita update? LOL. Perasan jap.

Me, miss you. Sangat. Lately I'm always thinking about my dad. Selalu sangat. He's our HERO. Our SUPERMAN. He's everything. Rasa menyesal pula doing something wrong for him. I scared of losing you. I really really love you. But... I don't know how to express my feeling. Haish, my bad. So sad to see you in pain. Plus, bila ayah kena batu karang ritu. Tuhan je yang tahu. LOL. *nangis jap* But, thanks god, ayah dah baik dah sihat kan sekarang? HEEEE~ Stay strong for you children. :)


I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SHOW MY LOVE FOR YOU. IM SORRY :((



And, this holiday tak berapa best for me. Next year, dah tak ada dah pair nak balik sekolah. I miss you kakak :( . And..... haish. Don't know how to express my feeling tho. Sedih to the max yoww! Dah tak ada siapa nak dengar cerita pasal crush Anis. Dah tak ada siapa nak merungut dekat Anis pasal masalah dia masa balik sekolah. Dah tak ada siapa nak bagi tahu Anis pasal "SUKA" how much you hate her. OMG. *seriously tahan nangis skang* Dah tak ada dah nak fangirl dgn Anis lepas ni. Cerita pasal Hae, Hyuk. Kutuk Hae, kutuk Hyuk. Haish. Dah susah sangat nak dengar awak cerita pasal hidup awak. Nak dengar cerita pasal Hae, classmate awak, your enemy. Came to my house and we watched Super Junior together. Then rindu nak dgr awak kata "Adik, tolong ambil kan air *sengih-sengih*" Omg, I miss how we walked together masa balik sekolah. You told me everything about your life. Cerita pasal budak awak tak puas hati. Cerita pasal awak kena pulau semua. Cerita pasal awak nangis dekat kelas semua. I MISS EVEYTHING. *brb. nangis jap* Rindu nak tunggu awak keluar kelas. Rindu nak pergi beli guava dengan awak. Rindu nak balik hujan-hujan dengan awak. Rindu semua. Rindu awak. Rindu awak datang lepak semua. Rindu awak pukul kita. Rindu photographer sekolah :'(. I MISS YOU NUR ILI NABIHAH MHD NASIR. And you know what? I scared if you say this word " We won't meet again " *crying over and over again* The truth I want to tell you. I just act cool in front of you. Sometimes it just a fake smile. Fake laugh. I'll doing this because I scared of losing you. Bila bulan November ritu, the last day we met, I'm just acted and pretended cool. I'm too shy to tell you how much you're mean for me. :'(



THIS. YOU.